The last time i posted something i was a depressed girl that cut every two days... I was lonely and insecure. i'm so different now.... I found the love i was desperately looking for, for all these miserable months i was looking for someone that would want to love me.I found that person. I found Jesus. I begged him to love me. That next morning i woke up and i felt beautiful. The scars were gone, not physically but emotionally. I had hope for the future. I was not alone. and since then I've been getting to know him. I know now that he would never hurt me. He only does things for the good of those who love him. I was so lost before i believed, i was that lost sheep and my shepherd found me through all those thorns and bushes.
now that i'm filled with the holy spirit i want everyone to have what i have. I want everyone to feel loved and i want to love everyone. There are so many things i want to do to help people.I want to help people that are lost like i was and help them find love. Oh how good God is! I have a friend her name is Harini and she is a new christian and while watching her grow in faith i cant help but feel like i should nurture her for what is to come up ahead. I am so happy for her. she gives off Gods love so whenever i don't feel Gods love i go to her and ask her how her faith in Christ is going, she lights up and tells me her problems and how much she loves her new father and i feel God near, i see his miracles in her and so many others.
I thank God everyday for saving me. I love him so so much and finally i would like to introduce myself as a re-born daughter of God, Stephanie.!!!! <3
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